livemylife

every non-mainstream thing becomes mainstream. so? just do what you wanna do, try what you wanna try, and be what you wanna be. This is your life, and don't let others get you to do what they want. Be human, not a robot. The point is. Just live this pretty damn good life. cause what? YOLO baby!

a shift to this side

Do you ever feel that your life is too ordinary? and boring. and sometimes treat you lyk a hell. 

You know, even when life isn't going so hot, it's still pretty damn good. I never really lose that perspective.  Well, not for more than an hour or two, anyway. But sometimes, a day comes along - even an utterly ordinary day. school, friends, anything- and you pause for a minute, and notice the hundreds of fireflies there. and you just say to yourself, "Damn. Life is so good."

"Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-savers. The creatures of the commonplace. The slaves of the ordinary"

"I like to think of myself as someone who knows the principles and practices that people can use to enhance and enlarge every aspect of their lives." -Dr. Bill Kerley

the day when fireflies die.

Mmm yes. And this is me when I'm alone. silent. dark. rain comes. tears drop on my cheek. hahaha. I like this situation. I am my world. But sometimes I almost killed by this emptiness. Bring me out between real dimension and illusion. Crazy of something. Something I'll never reach it. day by day. It's become so hard. It's always night in my head. I reach my pillow and hide from the dark sky. you know. I really just want to tell you. That i love you. simply love you. And I hope you can hear me. I hope you know that there'll never be a day when I don't think about you. 

and tadaaa....jellybeannybabie! please somebody end this show,
eeny meeny miny moe. 

a pretty tough year...

heeeey there! by the way, happy Eid Mubarak for those of you who celebrate it!♥♥♥ and happy holiday to y'all ;)  

Hm honestly, liburan kali ini biasa aja. Yes, this is the first Eid without my grandma. Jadi ya....gitudeh. suasananya rada awkward dan agak...suram. Literally miss her :(

Dan, yaaaaa acaranya sih liburan ini cuma gitu-gitu aja. Nggak bisa dibilang mudik, karena mudiknya ke Surabaya. Kalo denger kata 'mudik' kan biasanya langsung keinget padang rumput, kampung halaman, desa, sawah, yaa dan apa gitudeh yang warnanya ijo. Nah yang ini 180 derajat. Ke kota yang lebih rame, panas, rada gersang bla bla bla. Dan.......acaranya tidak lain hanyalah nge-mall. hng. Paling yang beda tahun ini ditambah acara ziarah ke makam.

Nah, switch from vacation. School! hm apa ya. Mungkin karna belum terlalu deket kali ya sama anak-anak, jadi masih ngga ada niatan pingin cepet masuk sih hehehe. Maklum, first year soalnya. Jadi inget setahun lalu, waktu masih kelas 9. Kalo udah liburan lama pingin cepetan masuk sekolah aja. Ngebet pingin ketemu temen-temen aja sih sebenernya, bukan pelajarannya hehe.

SMP...SMA...bakal enakan mana ya. Banyak orang bilang kan SMA lebih enak. But I'm not pretty sure. Bukan apa-apa sih, tapi.....ya intinya many things happened. Tapi jangan nerka dulu deh. Liat aja 3 tahun lagi, amiin. Oh iya, senin depan udah masuk normal. Began to fight hard!

Gini aja deh ya postingan iseng nya. byeeee♥

struggling with her homework,

Dhiva

Always Been Captivated by♥

"The ones that went from zero to a hundred miles per hour and then hit a wall and exploded. And it was awful. And ridiculous. And desperate. And thrilling. An d when the dust settled, it was something I'd never take back. Because there is something to be said for being young and needing someone so badly, you jump in head first without looking. And there's something to be learned from waiting all day for a train that's never coming. And there's something to be proud of about moving on and realizing that real loves shines golden like starlight, and doesn't fade spontaneously combust."

much love,

Dhiva.

Points To Ponder

Fear of failure will absolutely destroy you. You walk down the middle of the street. You never take chances. You never go down the little side streets that you look at and say, "That looks interesting, but I don't know that streets. I'll stay right here and just walk on this straight line"
People who grow up without a sense of yesterday has affected today are unlikely to have a strong sense of how today affects tomorrow. It's only when we become conscious of the flow of time that that the consequences of action --whether it is taking drugs or dropping out of school-- become a consideration. It is only when we have perspective on our lives that motives besides immediate gratification can come into play.
Maybe it's the best way to treat happiness like a deer in the forest. Sometimes it will emerge from the woods and pay you a visit. But it dislikes undue attention. And if you chase it, it will run away.

losing me

I always see it. I always see it. Although it looks like I do not care. I always look fine. But I screamed inside. 

"Cause here's a tragic truth if you don't feel the same"

"My heart would fall apart if someone said your name"

I feel myself changing. I mean--really changed. Yes, "The worst part of it all was not losing him. It was losing me."

mmm... wait, this is so random.

But I want myself back.

Distance

So, what can I say for this distance?

I mean between us. 

It's like another world.

I can see you from here.

But you will never see me. 

Just doing a lot of stupid thing.

stalking you like a foolish man

K, look. I know we will never ever united, absolutely not.

We are different, I mean literally different.  

But it can't be denied. 

I've fallen into the gap at night.

and there's no light. 

Foolishly, completely falling,

me. who else?

the way

Sometimes I wonder where I'll go next? is it a nice place? It can't be denied. I'm afraid. Afraid of my own.
Like a boat that will be docked, but don't know where he will be docked. Just like this way.
But hey! what about the view? the view's just great. Enjoy it and just.. let bygones be bygones. Remember, the happiness is a way of travel, not a destination