a shift to this side

Do you ever feel that your life is too ordinary? and boring. and sometimes treat you lyk a hell. 

You know, even when life isn't going so hot, it's still pretty damn good. I never really lose that perspective.  Well, not for more than an hour or two, anyway. But sometimes, a day comes along - even an utterly ordinary day. school, friends, anything- and you pause for a minute, and notice the hundreds of fireflies there. and you just say to yourself, "Damn. Life is so good."

"Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-savers. The creatures of the commonplace. The slaves of the ordinary"

"I like to think of myself as someone who knows the principles and practices that people can use to enhance and enlarge every aspect of their lives." -Dr. Bill Kerley

the day when fireflies die.

Mmm yes. And this is me when I'm alone. silent. dark. rain comes. tears drop on my cheek. hahaha. I like this situation. I am my world. But sometimes I almost killed by this emptiness. Bring me out between real dimension and illusion. Crazy of something. Something I'll never reach it. day by day. It's become so hard. It's always night in my head. I reach my pillow and hide from the dark sky. you know. I really just want to tell you. That i love you. simply love you. And I hope you can hear me. I hope you know that there'll never be a day when I don't think about you. 

and tadaaa....jellybeannybabie! please somebody end this show,
eeny meeny miny moe. 

a pretty tough year...

heeeey there! by the way, happy Eid Mubarak for those of you who celebrate it!♥♥♥ and happy holiday to y'all ;)  

Hm honestly, liburan kali ini biasa aja. Yes, this is the first Eid without my grandma. Jadi ya....gitudeh. suasananya rada awkward dan agak...suram. Literally miss her :(

Dan, yaaaaa acaranya sih liburan ini cuma gitu-gitu aja. Nggak bisa dibilang mudik, karena mudiknya ke Surabaya. Kalo denger kata 'mudik' kan biasanya langsung keinget padang rumput, kampung halaman, desa, sawah, yaa dan apa gitudeh yang warnanya ijo. Nah yang ini 180 derajat. Ke kota yang lebih rame, panas, rada gersang bla bla bla. Dan.......acaranya tidak lain hanyalah nge-mall. hng. Paling yang beda tahun ini ditambah acara ziarah ke makam.

Nah, switch from vacation. School! hm apa ya. Mungkin karna belum terlalu deket kali ya sama anak-anak, jadi masih ngga ada niatan pingin cepet masuk sih hehehe. Maklum, first year soalnya. Jadi inget setahun lalu, waktu masih kelas 9. Kalo udah liburan lama pingin cepetan masuk sekolah aja. Ngebet pingin ketemu temen-temen aja sih sebenernya, bukan pelajarannya hehe.

SMP...SMA...bakal enakan mana ya. Banyak orang bilang kan SMA lebih enak. But I'm not pretty sure. Bukan apa-apa sih, tapi.....ya intinya many things happened. Tapi jangan nerka dulu deh. Liat aja 3 tahun lagi, amiin. Oh iya, senin depan udah masuk normal. Began to fight hard!

Gini aja deh ya postingan iseng nya. byeeee♥

struggling with her homework,

Dhiva

Always Been Captivated by♥

"The ones that went from zero to a hundred miles per hour and then hit a wall and exploded. And it was awful. And ridiculous. And desperate. And thrilling. An d when the dust settled, it was something I'd never take back. Because there is something to be said for being young and needing someone so badly, you jump in head first without looking. And there's something to be learned from waiting all day for a train that's never coming. And there's something to be proud of about moving on and realizing that real loves shines golden like starlight, and doesn't fade spontaneously combust."

much love,

Dhiva.