just crabby mood

Hey. Well I don’t know how to start it. So this will be one of my random-ass-post. I’m so exhausted with my life for a second, and it feels like there is something wrong with me. And yes, it is. I rarely get mood swings and it’s rather hard for me to angry, but lately… I’ve turned into sensitive-ass-creature. And I hate that for real. But in fact everything seems so irritating. And annoying. And…..yah but whatsoever was that, I really hate them. LIKE A LOT. So I’m gonna say that, okay? I just want to flare up anything with you guys, without feeling offended nor take it seriously. But you guys just can’t take it. *deep sigh* *again*

Sometimes, there’s no way to remove myself from some situations. But zone out is always the best way to escape from this crabby mood. Then I’m here like

Isn't this pathetic..

"I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn't guarantee that others will be good people too. You only have to control of yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away."

but whoops I really don't care actually.

yes. I AM stressed with all this homework, deadline, and exam and school and everything and yah whatever was that the point is. I AM stressed with all this school stuff. And by the way I'll have A1 test, sort of 'the lowest level test' for beginner from Goethe Institute. and it's on Tuesday. 3 more days. and I'll pick 4 of preparation from 1-10. and I'm like whATTTTt CAN I KILL MYSELF NOW. yeah but. about homework -especially math, as always i don't really care or maybe i really don't care.

idk i just getting weird

hello guys! as usual long time no post ahaha. yeah so. many things happened to me last year- also this year. I mean from january till now. Anyway, did I talk about my senior high school before? by the waaaaay as you know this is my freshman year and yah. idk i just miss my junior high school's friends :((( i miss their stupidities their idiot face their kindness their weirdness and so on huhuhu :'( okay may be after middle test I'll go there soon. oh ya by the way tomorrow I'll have an exam and yeah as usual- and as always "I WILL LEARN EVERYDAY AND NO GOING OUTS. JUST STUDY." said no one ever. hahah ofkors no. as the busiest person on earth i have many things to do man. yeah something called eating for example. k it's getting weird. yep so mommy's calling me. wish me luck for my exam! ahaha so Ciao!